I was all set to post about my Saturday night antics, but then today happened!
I don't want to pretend, but I don't want to bum you all out with me! Today I found out that my applications for the Clinical Psychology Doctorate have all been rejected. What's the big deal? I hear you cry.
Well my years have started to revolve around this as there is a long process of applying, waiting to hear if you've got an interview, interviewing and waiting to hear if you've got a place.
Last year, I actually got an interview - which was a big deal and a great achievement. But I think that's why this years 'all nos' has hit me harder! On top of the fact that I am on a strict wedding detox and feeling a bit sorry for myself due to a lack of sugar anyway! (and there is a whole family issue going on tonight too! Ick!)
So it's over for another year. Although by October the whole horrible process of building yourself up to be rejected starts again! Right now I feel like I don't want to apply again, but I know I will, because it is my dream!
Anyway, there are a few little things brightening my mood. I was all happy this morning when I walked through Green Park on my way to work. I snapped this...
Then I picked up this amazing lot from a lovely freecycler...
And the fiance bought me a few things to cheer me up...
|He's eating the shortbread out of it - strict detox remember! Urgh!|
Isn't he a good 'un!
Luckily I think I preempted this blue day and took tomorrow off work to use up my last day of annual leave this year. My plan was to have a lie in, have a relaxing bath, use my leftover lush facemask and get some crafting done!
Shame I can't sit and eat cake and tea too - *sigh*
Love Jewel xXx