At last I can show you that post about that special Sunday a week and a half ago! I can now reveal that we went to Kenwood House to have an engagement photoshoot with our wedding photographer.
I received the photos last night so now I can finally show you them...
These are just a selection of the best. Unfortunately, most of the others, if I'm honest, I hate. The photos themselves are perfect, it's me in them.
I am extremely unhappy with my weight, have always struggled to lose weight, and am currently still struggling in preparation for the wedding. The bad photos should spur me on to lose weight, but instead have just made me want to give up.
I am now petrified I will hate all of our wedding photographs. I know it's self-centred and awful, but I just can't help my gut reaction of disgust.
Well that should have been a happy post...